SOMEDAY THE DREAM WILL END.

‘‘As I bear this darkness into battle, my suffering becomes my strength.”
—HIGH SUMMONER YUNA


. . . I suppose this will become the junkyard of my internet existence.

May 30

dreamended asked: Why are you so awesome?

I could ask you the same question.


You desire to know the art of living? It is contained in one phrase: make use of suffering. Henri-Frédéric Amiel

(via vi0letnocturne)


Anonymous asked: Then keeping a journal, as a form of a traditional diary seems like the best way of battling your loss of memory. If you 'file' everything you've been doing/that has happened, picking those pieces together should be much easier. However, thanks for your elaborate answers.

You are absolutely correct. I need to get motivated… No more excuses. Thank you.


Anonymous asked: What's keeping you so busy, then? Apart from your lack of enthusiasm?

Lately it’s been Diablo III. Before that came out, I don’t even know. My memory is so awful and it’s worsening all the time. I don’t mean to sound melodramatic, but I frequently find myself realizing a week has gone by and it only feels like a day because I forget most of what happens in my waking hours. I end up piecing little bits throughout the week together and believing that was how my day was spent. I mix up my dates, I never know what day of the week it is, I never know what I’m doing or why. I just don’t know. I don’t remember. As a result, I think I just stopped caring. But maybe I was legitimately busy before… Regardless, it does not excuse how much I’ve neglected my blog. I know I keep saying it and not going through with it: but I will update it, sometime during June.


May 27

Anonymous asked: Will you become more active again?

Yes, absolutely. I’ve been thinking about how unhappy with my inactivity I have been lately. I’ll get back to LiveJournal with some updates soon. I’ve got many ‘notes’ saved onto my cell phone; from moments where I’ve got something in my mind that must come out, and I need to conveniently and quickly portray it. My mind is still running (albeit somewhat less efficiently than it used to) — it’s the will to share that’s deteriorated. But I’m working on it. The aforementioned notes will be turned into LJ material with time. Also hoping to have more fun with the camera again. I haven’t put any effort into a self-portrait in what may be safe to say an entire year. I’ve just completely lost touch. It’s sad, really.


May 24

Anonymous asked: Hey. Do you still use your LJ? You're rarely on tumblr any more, no LJ posts, no pictures, nothing. What's happening?

Hello — Sorry about the silence… I’m simply inactive on the internet lately. Still alive. Just lazier than ever.

You can follow me on Instagram. I’m having fun with this application lately.

c l i c k


May 22
All our words are but crumbs that fall down from the feast of the mind. Kahlil Gibran

May 20
I am surely not the only writer who has the distinct sense that every sentence I write is surrounded by the ghosts of the sentences I could have written at that point, but didn’t. Philip Pullman

May 15

If you having girl problems I feel bad for you son. I got 99 problems and Error 37 is one.


I use emotion for the many and reserve reason for the few. Adolf Hitler

May 14
We are all connected: to each other, biologically; to the earth, chemically; to the rest of the universe, atomically. Neil DeGrasse Tyson

May 5

THE BEASTIE BOYS — SURE SHOT.

Goodbye, Adam “MCA” Yauch. Sad day. 1964—2012. He can’t, he won’t, and he don’t stop.


May 4
None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

May 1

When you encounter an overweight person, do you suggest they lose weight (“lay off the food”, “hit the treadmill”, etc.)?

{ If you answered… }
YES: Stop doing that. It’s offensive and never appropriate, nor respectable.
NO: Good. Now stop telling thin people to gain weight (“eat a sandwich”, “too skinny”, etc.). It’s no different; it’s equally as offensive and never appropriate, nor respectable.

Overweight or underweight, another individual’s figure is none of your business and you have no right whatsoever suggesting they lose or gain weight (unless specifically requested to do so).

Similarly, if someone you know wants to lose or gain weight and announces it vocally/textually/in a format which you can readily respond to, don’t tell them they shouldn’t unless it is a serious health risk (and in that case, focus only on the health of the individual and not the size). Saying, “You’re large/small enough already,” just makes you look like an asshole. It is not your place to decide this for another human being with separate ideals.

People do not need to look how you want them to. If you are not pleased with their appearance, shut up and move on.


Apr 24
I squeaked really loud.

I squeaked really loud.


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